Hurray! I have study hall.

We have a study hall right now because our mathroom has a leak in the ceiling.  We were about to start a new section but since there isn't a blackboard in the lib. we are sitting here.  we have 3 computers in our lb. for using online studying and research...ummmm.....can I say I am researching myself?  I have done all my homework for today, and reviewed already for my history test, I am researching myself. by writing to myself.  There is a timer on each computer so I only have 7 more minutes.  Can I discover anything about myself in 7 minutes?  I am dreaming again, which seemed like I wasn't for awhile.  I used to have these dreams that were in real life colors, details like the whole person was present  - hair, skin, eyes, talking, animation but not cartoons - very active.  Then it was like I had flat line dreams.  nothing.  I missed dreaming.  I remember being able to dream, and if I woke up or my cat jumped up on me and did the push and claw on me, I could go back to sleep and pick up where I left off.  4 minutes!  forget it... this is just like writing for twitter...having to say something short and coplete in 140 words but now its time.  I can't relax!  this is not who I want to be. A me who races through her self because of the demands from the outside mechanisism - like twitter.  .  ahah.  I now recognize how this type of fast activity makes me nervous and anxious. 2 minutes.  I feel like I shuld have something like I should be able to have something always intellient or pithy to say..and I don't !  what does that say about me? I am anxious about what that says about me.  but should I be anxious about what that says about me?  is this the good question?  do I need to ask this?  am i just defining mylsef by this type of question?
when the clock is up am I?  NO.  This much I know is true.  have a good morning to all you invisble readers.  see you later.
Toyo